Sunday, June 01, 2008
thailand trip was (: simply because we spent five whole days
together having fun. i'm glad to be home except that i miss our hotel rooms and that night, and that now its back to normal sucky life again. i sat with dear ash on the flight home and we didnt sleep at all cos we were so excited to touchdown and go home. this is home truly, huh.
yeah THIS is home truly. and i still dont want to leave): but no matter how much i pray hope wish and plead, its no use. cos miracles dont really happen, do they?
please dont remind me abt tmr. cos its gonna suck enough.
what do i say if i've lost all like for you. you've become just a complete waste of my time and energy. especially now. there're a million other more productive things i could be doing instead. i never thought this would happen cos of the people, but hey, people change and so have i. i could say i dont want to have anything to do with you anymore but i know i dont mean it. but i wont get what i want. never have, never will. whats the point of working so freaking hard and sacrificing so much for sth when in the end what really matters is sth so unimportant. and who actually means it when they promise to be here with me all the way. i dont believe it anymore. maybe it is better to be a loner.i
hate 3 geylang bahru lane.
my head is throbbing like crazy and i lost my wonderful appetite and i'm walking ard like a drunkard.
please dont leave me after tmr):
-yvonne.
okay i dont think i'll make it to the toilet in time to puke.
